Bold statements indeed

"I am a nice succubus." It has taken a while to get to the point of being able to say that. I still feel like I am in the process of "awakening," so it is called. How can I be so bold, so sure? This journal is a comfortable outlet. It is a place to be bold, to say and write unconventional things. These words come from an emotional place, where feelings wax and wane like ocean waves. It is serious, but it is not always factual. It is honest, but it is not always truth. The line between reality and fiction is most blurry! Despite my prior boldness, denial of my state of being is still high. I've found logic to be handy against that. Writing it out should be even more so. It goes something like this. * Despite my brain differences (call it mental illness or psychiatric condition, if you must), I know I am not delusional or hallucinating. * I have feelings that I can't quite describe about succubi. The best approximations I can come up with are the phrases complete fascination, near worship, surrender, ecstasy, bond, enviable archetype, and, of course, self-identification. * These feelings make me want to be a succubus, albeit a nice one. * If I feel so strongly about succubi and wanting to be one, it is not a great leap to claim that I am one. No one can prove me wrong in any meaningful way. Some may think I am insane. The rest are obviously more enlightened, and many notches higher on my wetness scale. /wink/