Monday, December 22, 2008
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Move to blogger is probational
I know Blogger's features aren't the same, but it supports OpenID for my LJ-based readers. I won't really miss the [threaded discussions] or silly [userpics].
Friday, December 5, 2008
Felt my wings
Thursday, September 6, 2007
Most bizarre dream that I can remember to date
I am such a gamer.
I'll spare you the extreme details, but let me share a few nuggets:
- I was facing a fearsome opponent.
- I "saved" (my dream-game), died, and was then returned to the point in time where I had saved. Twice. The second death was accidental suicide. (I had fired the wrong gun and splattered myself with an instant death solution.)
- I used the resources of one of a chain of video gaming stores that was having a going-out-of-business sale. They actually called me to come over and buy stuff.
- Items that caused "sleep" would have been the most effective against this boss-character-opponent, but the best I could find at the store were items that caused "honesty." The store had been pretty picked over already.
- I tried to use honesty-inducing air fresheners (the kind one would hang on a rear-view car mirror -- I told you the store was picked over) to bring out my opponent's feelings of remorse, thereby avoiding conflict. This was only partially effective.
Why hadn't I figured out this was a dream? I guess I was having too much bizarro-fun. "Fun" is not the right word, but it did have a strange entertainment quality. To be honest, it was more fun writing abou tit.
Speaking of tit, I had an orgasm this evening. I am happy about that.
Sunday, September 2, 2007
What I remember before this life
At present, not much. I have no specific memories. But, as my new-found sister
reminded me, I have remembered that I am a succubus. Although it feels less like a memory and more like ... residue.I can't recall how many times I've been sitting in this new journal, looking at the picture of Kia in my userpic (BTW, the Krakow web-comic is hilarious), and being calmed at the sight. Her eyes are soft and honest. Her body -- well, she's a bit too scrawny for my taste. And, of course, the tail... a symbol of playful masculinity. I identify so much with that.
One of my quests is to find a way to retrieve more memories. Unfortunately, I fear my tendency to be skeptical is too high to make such an effort worth much. Then again, my skepticism has taken quite a kick in the pants since I started opening up here. Perhaps this holiday weekend is a good time to try a little something.
Do the sexy people have any suggestions?
Friday, August 31, 2007
What body modifications I want
I don't want anything permanent that's outside the most common human forms (yet). I'm not planning on getting my ears pointed or permanent fangs or such.
I guess it's the usual dissatisfaction with one's body. I want to be sexier, to look more like the kinds of women I admire. This ties in with my frustrations in my ability to seduce... more on that later.
At present, I'm doing some heavy electrology. I have lots of hairs in places I wish I hadn't. I may end up treating the hirsutism with drugs, too.
I really want to lose some weight. My exercise routine starts up soon. It has been suffering somewhat due to LJ. But LJ has been good for my mood. I'd really like to avoid buying new clothes just because my old ones don't fit.
As a reward for reaching and sustaining my weight loss goal, I may get breast augmentation. But I need to first consider more of the risks and longer term costs (i.e., redos).
I have put together some accessories for fancy events and sex play. The wings got too much in the way. I need a decent set of fangs. The costume contacts were fun, but they have expired.